Okay. My main purpose today is to thank a certain friend of mine who has been there for me whenever I was down, whenever I thought I was about to break down. (:
Idk if she'll read this, but oh wells. I'm really grateful to have a friend like her! Somehow, I didn't rly have any close friends whom I can rly confide to, whom I can trust my darkest secrets with. But now, I know who's truly my friend, who's rly there to catch me when I'm about to fall. Not that I'm reliant on my friends...I've never told anyone how I rly felt abt things before cos I don't want to be a burden to others. But now,apparently something big happened and I kinda need someone to talk to........
oh wells.Thanks loads!!^^
Idk why, but I rly envy ppl who have very close friends, so close that they seem like real siblings. Maybe it's just me being anti-social, but I've really tried my best....=(
Gah.nvm.
And I'm beginning to think that HE leaving me may be my just desserts. =( Come to think of it, I rly did not treat him well enough and I made him live a life of misery. LOL. Or perhaps I didn't want to admit that I liked him. AWKWARD...:/
HE attended the farewell party ytd. And it was weird cos he was emoing all the time. LOL.At that moment, I really felt like talking to him and asking if all was well(obviously NOT) cos he looked kinda ill, but in the end I decided not to...Anyway, he didn't even want to talk to me either, so what's the use? And yea. I believe I saw him on the bus this morning...=(
oh wells.nvm.bb.
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